Change Your Mind

So, blogging feels awkward right now. Not too sure why. Maybe vlogging is the way to go? Thoughts?
...
Except that, like, two people actually read this and I talk to you in person. >.<
I'm bored, tired, frustrated, and getting sick. YAY. But, like, I get to think about positive things?... Or something?

Have a good week, I guess.
Mondays are the worst.
~ED

Rollercoaster of Emotion

So, I don't know a lot about emotion.
But I do know that if I saw a bullet headed in his direction, I’d block it with all my fucking might.

Not a lot to report on, really. Well, actually there is, but nothing I'm just going to spill my heart over the internet for. :P
POETRY TIME...

Wonderland
Ten months
Feels like a long time
When you’re in love
Especially
When you’re alone

When you love a fantasy,
Ten months is a lifetime
And sometimes it feels beautiful
But it’s never real
And nothing is as satisfying
As what you hope things will be

Because my hopes include you:
Your piercing, angelic voice
Your kind, understanding eyes
Telling me you’re here
That you won’t leave
And that you care.

Real life sucks
Because it’s uncertain
The unknown fears
Eating away at my hopes
Leaving a hole
Where my gut should be
And I feel alone.

Until I dream again.
--
<3
ED

Trippin'

I'm going to DC Sunday. Super cool school trip. I am excited.
I get to see my brother, and possibly my friend from camp Ellie. She's kind of super awesome, and yeah. <3
I get to definitely see my brother, which is cool. I mean, he just left so I'm not THAT pumped, but I love the fool. :)
I'll post some poetry later if I remember to... <3 Sorry for being boring.
~ED